I am glad I rediscovered my roots in my love for writing. If 13 year old me would know what I'm doing now I think he would be very happy. Moreover I am glad to have overcome my troubles in this fandom and I am glad I am away from all the toxicity and doing things that I enjoy for nobody but myself. This is the life I was supposed to lead, and it took me quite a few years to achieve this goal. I wish dearly to be surrounded by friends I know irl but you can't have everything.