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2009 in Review
16 years ago
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2009 ended up being both incredibly busy, and amazing uneventful.
-Moved cities. Left a lot of items and friends behind to go chase a job that didn't work out.
-Lost THREE jobs this year. That has to be a record for me.
-Thought I was in love, but I guess I was mistaken.
And that's pretty much been 2009 for me. All in all, another terrible year. For the first time since leaving school, I'll be going into the new year jobless.
Here's looking to 2010, but fully expecting it to be just as shitty as all the years before it.
Since I didn't accomplish ANY of my last years resolutions. I guess I'll just use those again.
REPOST:
1. Work on my art. I'm unhappy with how it looks. Anatomy, pose, coloring, and composition are horrible, and I need to improve them. So after my commissions are complete, I'm focusing on learning new things and trying to better my art until I'm happy with it again.
2. More clean stuff. All the rampart sex pictures are starting to get old, and I'd like to start branching out. Again, once commissions are done, expect more clean stuff from me with a variety of subjects. From landscapes to technology to aliens and ect.
3. Start animating again. I've put it off for far to long, taking a backseat to work/sleep/chatting and I feel my education has suffered for it. So I'll be trying to set aside time every few days to work on my animation and modelling, and maybe, start persuing my dreams again.
4. Find somebody. I feel lonlier and lonlier these days, my days are empty and my nights are spent alone and I feel horribly depressed from it. I've tried a few different things, but the answer from anybody seems to be a resounding "If only...". I'll redouble my efforts, and maybe I just might find somebody interested in me.
5. Spend more time with friends. I've been mopey and depressed a lot this year. I don't reply to messages, do meme or other fun things anymore and I usually don't initiate chats, waiting for people to talk to me (most don't). I'm going to try harder to keep up contact with my friends, OL and RL both.
6. Improve myself. Get a better job, get a car/licence, get my own place again. Scavanging and scraping along week after week, month after month has really affected my mood. And forget about any romantic prospects when all I have is $10 and a single, small room to call my own. I hope to change that this year.
-Moved cities. Left a lot of items and friends behind to go chase a job that didn't work out.
-Lost THREE jobs this year. That has to be a record for me.
-Thought I was in love, but I guess I was mistaken.
And that's pretty much been 2009 for me. All in all, another terrible year. For the first time since leaving school, I'll be going into the new year jobless.
Here's looking to 2010, but fully expecting it to be just as shitty as all the years before it.
Since I didn't accomplish ANY of my last years resolutions. I guess I'll just use those again.
REPOST:
1. Work on my art. I'm unhappy with how it looks. Anatomy, pose, coloring, and composition are horrible, and I need to improve them. So after my commissions are complete, I'm focusing on learning new things and trying to better my art until I'm happy with it again.
2. More clean stuff. All the rampart sex pictures are starting to get old, and I'd like to start branching out. Again, once commissions are done, expect more clean stuff from me with a variety of subjects. From landscapes to technology to aliens and ect.
3. Start animating again. I've put it off for far to long, taking a backseat to work/sleep/chatting and I feel my education has suffered for it. So I'll be trying to set aside time every few days to work on my animation and modelling, and maybe, start persuing my dreams again.
4. Find somebody. I feel lonlier and lonlier these days, my days are empty and my nights are spent alone and I feel horribly depressed from it. I've tried a few different things, but the answer from anybody seems to be a resounding "If only...". I'll redouble my efforts, and maybe I just might find somebody interested in me.
5. Spend more time with friends. I've been mopey and depressed a lot this year. I don't reply to messages, do meme or other fun things anymore and I usually don't initiate chats, waiting for people to talk to me (most don't). I'm going to try harder to keep up contact with my friends, OL and RL both.
6. Improve myself. Get a better job, get a car/licence, get my own place again. Scavanging and scraping along week after week, month after month has really affected my mood. And forget about any romantic prospects when all I have is $10 and a single, small room to call my own. I hope to change that this year.
Happy new year and rawr!
*squeakyhugs*
ANYwhoo... Sometimes I feel like I wanna quit my job, REALLY badly. But that's because I work in a hostile work environment thanks to my new supervisor (it's all in my journal). I'm so glad I've signed up to the Union... I'm gonna try my hardest to get rid of this bastard.
But I know I can't quit my job. I'll lose my house, and I've had this house for almost 4 years now (by February...or was it March? Hmmm). I've done so much to it, and I want to do more.
I don't know what to say about the love thing. I've never actually been in a relationship before (not counting the online one I had several years ago, back when I was a young teen). For some reason people keep telling me it's best I stay single... Maybe because of the drama.
For some reason I haven't had any sort of feelings of wanting to find someone. I don't know if it's because of the stress that's blinding certain natural feelings, or if it's something else (I can be rather flakey, hahah!). I mean, I've maybe had a fleeting feeling of how maybe I should find my other half, but then eventually it's gone. :(
1. I don't know what to say to that one. After that new pic of Sky, I wanna say...hmm... is "maturation" a good word? It's like your talents and motor skills are maturing more and more. Just remember, baby steps!
2. Well, I certainly would like to see what exactly you have planned! And if people BAWWW over no porn, too bad. They don't rule you or your artistic talents.
And good luck with the landscapes. :P Not everyone seems to like that subject, heh heh.
3. I would LOVE to see your animations! :D I'm ever so curious to see what you can do. :3
4. Well...I've already mentioned this above. I just hope you find someone who will love you for you, and not just because you're the big sexy wyvern.
5. Bah, I need to do this. When I was much younger, I thought I needed a mate/bf, REALLY BAD, cuz I didn't want to be all lonely n' stuff. But then when I reached high school I had a bunch of friends, and I hung out with a few of them, and I found out that I didn't need a bf, I just needed to hang out with friends and have fun! :)
6. Like I said in number 1, baby steps! Take one thing at a time, or else everything will topple and fall, and you'll probably end up in an even worse situation.
I wrote a lot. D: Hm, I guess I had a lot to say. XD I probably said some stuff that are no-brainers.
But please, and I'm sure everyone who love you dearly will agree, please try and think of better things, try and think of hope, even if things seem their darkest. Even if they sound absurd and unreal in your mind. Don't let that negative darkness cloud your mind. You are a good person, a kind person. Not bitter and spiteful.