I need to apologize.
2 weeks ago
I know a lot of people will tell you that you shouldn't say sorry. But I think that's stupid. If I feel sorry and truly ashamed I will voice it.
Anyways, why am I saying sorry. Well I guess what I'm saying sorry for is allowing my politics to align with a bigot about 5 years back. I watched so many of my friends leave because of who I supported. Just know that I never voted for the man. I voted against him both times...
Which makes me so confused as to why I even supported him when he was president last. I think it was because of the people who I was around. People made it seem like he was ok. Like all the allegations against him were hearsay. I also couldn't speak out less I face bullying from others. So I guess the reason I blindly followed was out of fear.
I am sorry to those whom feel I betrayed them. Just know that I do not support him now, and I'm doing everything in my power to rebel against a broken system. A system that only serves to hurt us, to hurt others on the basis of who they identify as.
I am so sorry that the world is so grim right now, im sorry I didnt speak up sooner, and im sorry I let you down. I hate myself, I feel like there is nothing I can do to right my wrongs... but please know that I love all of you, and I would give my life to know that all of you were safe and protected.
So I apologize. I am sorry, and I will try to be better.
Anyways, why am I saying sorry. Well I guess what I'm saying sorry for is allowing my politics to align with a bigot about 5 years back. I watched so many of my friends leave because of who I supported. Just know that I never voted for the man. I voted against him both times...
Which makes me so confused as to why I even supported him when he was president last. I think it was because of the people who I was around. People made it seem like he was ok. Like all the allegations against him were hearsay. I also couldn't speak out less I face bullying from others. So I guess the reason I blindly followed was out of fear.
I am sorry to those whom feel I betrayed them. Just know that I do not support him now, and I'm doing everything in my power to rebel against a broken system. A system that only serves to hurt us, to hurt others on the basis of who they identify as.
I am so sorry that the world is so grim right now, im sorry I didnt speak up sooner, and im sorry I let you down. I hate myself, I feel like there is nothing I can do to right my wrongs... but please know that I love all of you, and I would give my life to know that all of you were safe and protected.
So I apologize. I am sorry, and I will try to be better.