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Journal: Do the demons me tell what to do?
2 months ago
Do intrusive thoughts demon tell me what to do?
Barely but more commonly driving me by herding me around like livestock to my fate. This limit my action thus preventing to do anything and losing motivation of fear of giving want they want me to end up and become. I can't fend for myself and brought justice to held accountable due to fear to end up what they want. It is entrapment everywhere. Any path I take is always entrapment.
They calls me names and characterise me into offensive caricature to be stereotyped to give people biased to stochastic terrorism and become devoted brainwashed cult member to the demon.
They always told me I belong to bad side as my destined set up by them dictatorial. They always conspiratorially believe of everything about me is inherently intent evil, the action, communication, crafty, relationship, artistically, normal, healthy, Samaritan, self help, kindness, decision, humanity, dignity and even simply existing is nothing but evil to them and they will zealotly ensure their rhetoric delusional fanatic derange web of lies and distorted narrative twisted reality is the truth regardless their fantasy reality is load of rubbish.
They preyed upon me for any flaws and mistake, no wonder why predator hunting (like To catch a predator) is my favourite type of hunting of all times.
I get accused, framed, blamed and entrapment a lot, no matter how face palming load of rubbish their reasoning and motive is. Just simply leave me alone completely at all cost, plain and simple.
This Is frustrating miscaption about being an evil alter ego but mine is 3rd party character who has mind of their own. I blamed this stereotyping problem onto true crime criminals who fake mental illness to get plead for insanity to get slap on the wrist while actual mental illness, disordered and abuse survivors like me suffered. I also blamed the officials for being ignorant (excuse for bigotry) and failing to distinguish fraudster faux and legit that get mistreated, stigmatised, marginalised and neglected.
This made distress, depress, angry, stigmatised, alone, loss control on myself by foreign force, violated, pain and limited.
Barely but more commonly driving me by herding me around like livestock to my fate. This limit my action thus preventing to do anything and losing motivation of fear of giving want they want me to end up and become. I can't fend for myself and brought justice to held accountable due to fear to end up what they want. It is entrapment everywhere. Any path I take is always entrapment.
They calls me names and characterise me into offensive caricature to be stereotyped to give people biased to stochastic terrorism and become devoted brainwashed cult member to the demon.
They always told me I belong to bad side as my destined set up by them dictatorial. They always conspiratorially believe of everything about me is inherently intent evil, the action, communication, crafty, relationship, artistically, normal, healthy, Samaritan, self help, kindness, decision, humanity, dignity and even simply existing is nothing but evil to them and they will zealotly ensure their rhetoric delusional fanatic derange web of lies and distorted narrative twisted reality is the truth regardless their fantasy reality is load of rubbish.
They preyed upon me for any flaws and mistake, no wonder why predator hunting (like To catch a predator) is my favourite type of hunting of all times.
I get accused, framed, blamed and entrapment a lot, no matter how face palming load of rubbish their reasoning and motive is. Just simply leave me alone completely at all cost, plain and simple.
This Is frustrating miscaption about being an evil alter ego but mine is 3rd party character who has mind of their own. I blamed this stereotyping problem onto true crime criminals who fake mental illness to get plead for insanity to get slap on the wrist while actual mental illness, disordered and abuse survivors like me suffered. I also blamed the officials for being ignorant (excuse for bigotry) and failing to distinguish fraudster faux and legit that get mistreated, stigmatised, marginalised and neglected.
This made distress, depress, angry, stigmatised, alone, loss control on myself by foreign force, violated, pain and limited.
Bratyshka
~bratyshka
This is disturbingly relatable. I had my own "demon" something living inside my head, something that hated me. This creature's rage was infectious and made me afraid of myself, it hated me, wanted me to hurt myself, my family and random people around me. I don't even want to get into the details. But after many years I was able to overcome it and heal, it is gone now. I wish you to achieve inner peace and get through the dark part of your life.
Jammie monsta doggo
~monstadoggo
OP
Thank you
Bloopy
~bloopbeepfook
hugs
Jammie monsta doggo
~monstadoggo
OP
Thank you
