I Really Need Help (GoFundMe) (Journal Vers.)
3 months ago
General
I have had this GoFundMe up for a little while now again but this time I have a horrible, terrifying update to this situation. It’s so bad that I’m at a loss.
I now have only until October to actually find and secure somewhere to live otherwise I will be SOL and by December if I do not make any progress, I will be homeless. It’s such a scary thought and it’s just…it’s insane how quickly things have turned dire literally over night. I feel like shit asking for help as it is but right now this is the scariest thing that’s ever happened to me. I don’t even need to MEET the goal, I just need enough for a month or even a couple months rent for somewhere to even have a fighting chance. Places here that I could most likely try to afford are cheapest at $750-$850 a month plus electricity/heating if water is included. I don’t have what is considered a ‘stable income’ so it’s been so hard to find a place but I don’t even have enough money to afford a security deposit right now.
This is scary. The term homeless being thrown around the last few days really has been digging into my skin like a fucking parasite. I’m terrified. I’m doing every single possible thing that I could do and I just can’t believe it.
I won’t be home from the 12th-14th to take care of something near my hometown, but that’s on a weekend so I’m sure most of where I need to call won’t be open anyway.
But please if you can share this around or donate, I would highly appreciate it. I don’t think I’ve ever needed more help than at this moment. And when I said I wanted to leave and start a new life I didn’t think it was going to be a homeless era.
The GoFundMe can be found here:
https://gofund.me/dc949f11
While commissioning does help, I cannot guarantee I can do it fast as I have to pack my things, attend appointments, and prepare for the worst. Patience is all I ask.
I will update when I can.
I now have only until October to actually find and secure somewhere to live otherwise I will be SOL and by December if I do not make any progress, I will be homeless. It’s such a scary thought and it’s just…it’s insane how quickly things have turned dire literally over night. I feel like shit asking for help as it is but right now this is the scariest thing that’s ever happened to me. I don’t even need to MEET the goal, I just need enough for a month or even a couple months rent for somewhere to even have a fighting chance. Places here that I could most likely try to afford are cheapest at $750-$850 a month plus electricity/heating if water is included. I don’t have what is considered a ‘stable income’ so it’s been so hard to find a place but I don’t even have enough money to afford a security deposit right now.
This is scary. The term homeless being thrown around the last few days really has been digging into my skin like a fucking parasite. I’m terrified. I’m doing every single possible thing that I could do and I just can’t believe it.
I won’t be home from the 12th-14th to take care of something near my hometown, but that’s on a weekend so I’m sure most of where I need to call won’t be open anyway.
But please if you can share this around or donate, I would highly appreciate it. I don’t think I’ve ever needed more help than at this moment. And when I said I wanted to leave and start a new life I didn’t think it was going to be a homeless era.
The GoFundMe can be found here:
https://gofund.me/dc949f11
While commissioning does help, I cannot guarantee I can do it fast as I have to pack my things, attend appointments, and prepare for the worst. Patience is all I ask.
I will update when I can.
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