Since meeting my son, a light has been cast on my life

A light brighter than any I've ever seen.

I think it is the light of a friend.

Not someone just being horny with over the Internet, but as an actual living person who wants to interact with me,

It is always rare to interact with these people,

But when it happens, I think it is truly amazing

The feeling of a "good friend".

I think it is an important feeling and probably steered me from a bad path,

This I know with all my heart.

And although the past is cloudy,

I truly can never forget how happy I was in those moments, with friends, just being with others,

Is in itself something that should not be taken for granted.

It is actually a blessing. There is a reason why people like me,

And although that reason may be different now,
I truly believe that my happiness will mend all my broken bridges.