This last Friday 12th of September I've lost my dear dad... He was my best friend and light of my life. The overwhelming sense of loneliness, emptiness and sadness is unbearable and today also the feeling of guilt showing itself too; questioning myself that if I could somehow "save" him... find a way to get around the whole corrupted healthcare system with hospitals and doctors who care nothing else but money.

Just after Sunday, I faced the fact that I don't have my dad anymore who showing me his material aid and spiritual support even with his modest retirement salary and even when he doesn't feel well himself.

That's why I went back to "work" which is making images and 3d models and trying to reach people who may enjoy them, buy them and support me keep creating them. I have my mom and brother and I have to be there for them too. What I share here is what I know how to do. So I like to keep going as long as there are inspiration and drive to do so.

Right now I don't know what else to do.