So one of the problems with the previous and current (and maybe next) month are that apparently the hours of my work are seasonal. This is not a time for a lot of new product, shelf resets, etc so the work the last month has effectively just...fucking dried up. My checks are half that of my coworkers because as the new guy I get starved for hours when there's nothing to do and we have to work directly for the store (with the stores we work for, that means stuff like cleaning, dusting, facing and pushing merch to the floor..which are also employee tasks so they get pissy with us because it's a union store). I've been really struggling the last couple weeks, then this pay cycle has been fucking abysmal too. My supervisor fought hard for me to get hours for today but unfortunately looks like im starting my weekend early against my will. A day off at the cost of being able to pay my bills...yiipiieeeee dhjkgdhjfg

I'm really stressed out. Really really really stressed. On top of other looming health stuff now all of this to worry about lol. I have a job and Im still struggling just to pay my basic needs and bills, let alone being able to worry about refunds. I'm going to try and go to the bank and get a small loan today and see if I cant consolidate all my payments or something. That way it'll be easier to just pay it all down one time.

I also also want to try and make some adoptables today, wrist being the most important deciding factor. It does hurt to draw but I dont have much of a choice, i'm really living the dream rn lmao.
I want to try and make -something- today? We'll see idk

Hope you guys are having a better time of it fdhgjfdd