part of me wants to start doing art trades with people..... but I really don't have the confidence I'm good enough yet
it just sucks not even having the option to spend money on stuff.....
i'm not even sure who i'd trade with, i'm assuming anyone i'd want to trade with is 18+ because I can't have nice things....
sighhhhh
i'd trade stuff with  spinnlesdaf0xman but even she admits she's kinda lazy so I just can't expect anything...
i hate wasting ideas because i'm not good enough to feel ready to do them... and ofc she won't cus she's lazy (again, even she agrees on this)
she's literally the only person i can think of who i'm willing to trade stuff with right now...

i really like her brand of wholesomeness, if anyone knows anyone else like that please let me know...
wholesome fat art is way too rare.. the only other wholesome fat artist i know of literally just moved off fa..

If anyone wants to do anything, send me a note.... Just don't expect my stuff to be good
or just gift me stuff, idc.... (I know full well this will never, ever happen to me)
I feel like I need people to gift me stuff without getting anything in return because I don't have shit to give you.
If I did then maybe I would but I don't so I definitely won't...
I'm just mad it has to be this way.