-w-... My egos are always in conflict with me... So I do not have peace...

Discuss things find common ground.

I suggest taking a much more broad view of everything, both physically and temporally.

I was talking about other overstressed folks finding peace :)

Well then, let's just keep this quiet then, shall we?

yes shhhh some folks don't deserve peace :) there choice not mine . gotta be careful of karma after all.

Im gonna try mushrooms because words don't mean anything anymore.

pssst peyote . have a handler tho

Better to stick with shrooms. Peyote cactus are endangered, and much harder to find.

The best I can manage these days is a placid fury.

good band name

Gooood, gooood. Nurture that.

I didn't have inner peace I had inner nothingness. Pain and longing to be normal and live in the normal world is much easier because of my better half and my loving moms. I still have failure and conflict about me so I build goal and try my best to reach it. I've been through very little compaired to the next person or life form. 🥹🥹☹️🩷🩷

adjusting what we internally think of as normal is hard :) to me your just normal with extra wheels :)

Awwww thank you so much sweet Couger. 🩷🩷🩷

You'll never be "Normal" in that way. Probably best to come to terms with that and just try to make the best of what you DO have. You've got an awful lot of positive support.

Yes that's why I ,make goals for myself. I do know who I am and what I am going to be. Thank you for the advice and kind words. 😊😊😊

♡

Hugs

*headbuts and purrrs* im in good shape hun :)

Glad bit rough here but hangin myself thunks heads back

Please don't hang yourself.

Hanging in as In coping I see the speech txt mauled my post again

Ehh... working on that. Arguably.

words words words . everything can be interpreted in far to many ways :) i read beyond a lot, i have a personal library full of weird esoteric scientific shit and just the most amazing science fiction. i have many troves of researchers who pick at historical writings looking for the truth buried in the writings of oppressors and winners . .... words words words