It isn't a sad post just a random vent.

To be honest you guys, I've never had a happy life. I was bullied constantly in school, and my parents were always very strict and mean to me. My parents are a lot easier now. But it's hard for my mind to move on.

Lately I'm realising how sad and upset I used to be and just how much of a shit life I had honestly. Yeah, of course I wanted to die, or something. You know, it's really sad. We often make our worst decisions in desperation. I hope everyone gets better and happy.

I just don't know what else to say. But this is what I feel, so...

I want to move on but I love speaking to you all and knowing you're there.