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(Rant/TriggerWarning) I hate October so much.
3 weeks ago
Past experiences (ever since 2020) made me hate this month so much
First, one of my old """""friends"""""" faked a suicide attempt, and one of his other friends tried to make me kill myself. which kind of traumatized me and i still am, even though that friend thankfully didn't die, i left him because of this (and stayed far away from him)
In 2021, one of my other friends (who is a toxic MOTHERFUCKER) started to attack me and one of my other old friends randomly, to the point of damaging me mentally and leaving me.
He kept coming back later on, removing me from his friend list, rinse and repeat, until last year when i managed to remove him forever and ever..
I don't remember if anything happened on 2022, 2023 or 2024, but thanks to the previous 2 experiences i am still very damn scared of this month, not because of halloween or any of those things, but because it's a month filled with badluck for me.
First, one of my old """""friends"""""" faked a suicide attempt, and one of his other friends tried to make me kill myself. which kind of traumatized me and i still am, even though that friend thankfully didn't die, i left him because of this (and stayed far away from him)
In 2021, one of my other friends (who is a toxic MOTHERFUCKER) started to attack me and one of my other old friends randomly, to the point of damaging me mentally and leaving me.
He kept coming back later on, removing me from his friend list, rinse and repeat, until last year when i managed to remove him forever and ever..
I don't remember if anything happened on 2022, 2023 or 2024, but thanks to the previous 2 experiences i am still very damn scared of this month, not because of halloween or any of those things, but because it's a month filled with badluck for me.
I just fear this month all the time.
Igual tus buenos amigos estamos para ti. *abrazos*
Por suerte los deje hace mucho tiempo, y el queria re-encontrarme pero ya no pudo encontrarme jamas.
Had to have very messy friends circles until.. idk, 2022/23?
When i started to meet new people and i slowly began phasing out the previous circle.
Alejarte de gente así fue lo mejor que pudiste haber hecho, realmente.