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It happened again
3 weeks ago
For second time, I think it happend to me one of the worst things that can happen to ourselves as furries... Somebody of my family found I am a furry. I'll explain.
Like, more than a year ago I don´t know how the hell but my mother found a folder on an old laptop (From 2012-2014 or something) with a copy of my telegram files. I don´t know how it was there or how it was stored in that computer, since it was more like a "family computer". And I can say that I was too stupid and for some reason I forgot to delete it after a backup. Well. This time it has been worse.
Let's say that I was finishing my daily drawing before going to hang out with friends. And I went to play with the dogs and my mother was organizing some stuffs on her desk. I went to chat a bit with her before going out. I was telling her about my daily drawings (she doesnt know what they're about) and I mentioned that I feel that I'm improving my speed. Then she suddenly said "hey son, I found an old sketch that you made time ago. Maybe it can help you to compare what you can do now".
I got frozen solid in my seat.
She went to the desk grabbed a sheet of paper and gave it to me saying "look, you've made this years ago. I found it in the furniture bookcase of your old room" (A room I used to stay at least 5 or 6 years ago). She give it to me with a smile.
...
It was one of the dirties sketches I've made in my life. Not because it was made with paper, but because how NSFW it was.
It was a sketch yes, and I don´t want to get into details, but let's say they had two bears +tickling and restraints + one of the bears gently... rubbing the "Yes" of the other from behind. I know it wa a sketch but I think it was... clear enough what it was.
I grabbed it, I looked at it. I saw my life before my eyes, and then I said "ah, yeah this is a very old one, wow, it's bad". She told me again that it could help me to compare my actual capabilities. I just folded it and continued chatting about what I feel it has been my last improvements as artist.
A few minutes later it was the time I needed to go out. So I left.
I don´t think that my mother is that naive to not understand more or less what the sketch was. And it's not the first time he find 'gently tied up furs' among my stuff: A old sketchbook, another drawing that I found on a box she organized, the computer folder, and now this one as another physycal thing. I think it's stupid to think that she doesn´t know about what I draw. And still, she didn´t told me anything bad at all. She even looked happy to show me what she found as that old sketch, so I think she actually knows what I do and just wanted to show me my improvement or something.
And I know she won't read this cause she don´t even know about this account. But I'll say it anyway: I love you mom. I think you're awesome for understanding your weird son.
Like, more than a year ago I don´t know how the hell but my mother found a folder on an old laptop (From 2012-2014 or something) with a copy of my telegram files. I don´t know how it was there or how it was stored in that computer, since it was more like a "family computer". And I can say that I was too stupid and for some reason I forgot to delete it after a backup. Well. This time it has been worse.
Let's say that I was finishing my daily drawing before going to hang out with friends. And I went to play with the dogs and my mother was organizing some stuffs on her desk. I went to chat a bit with her before going out. I was telling her about my daily drawings (she doesnt know what they're about) and I mentioned that I feel that I'm improving my speed. Then she suddenly said "hey son, I found an old sketch that you made time ago. Maybe it can help you to compare what you can do now".
I got frozen solid in my seat.
She went to the desk grabbed a sheet of paper and gave it to me saying "look, you've made this years ago. I found it in the furniture bookcase of your old room" (A room I used to stay at least 5 or 6 years ago). She give it to me with a smile.
...
It was one of the dirties sketches I've made in my life. Not because it was made with paper, but because how NSFW it was.
It was a sketch yes, and I don´t want to get into details, but let's say they had two bears +tickling and restraints + one of the bears gently... rubbing the "Yes" of the other from behind. I know it wa a sketch but I think it was... clear enough what it was.
I grabbed it, I looked at it. I saw my life before my eyes, and then I said "ah, yeah this is a very old one, wow, it's bad". She told me again that it could help me to compare my actual capabilities. I just folded it and continued chatting about what I feel it has been my last improvements as artist.
A few minutes later it was the time I needed to go out. So I left.
I don´t think that my mother is that naive to not understand more or less what the sketch was. And it's not the first time he find 'gently tied up furs' among my stuff: A old sketchbook, another drawing that I found on a box she organized, the computer folder, and now this one as another physycal thing. I think it's stupid to think that she doesn´t know about what I draw. And still, she didn´t told me anything bad at all. She even looked happy to show me what she found as that old sketch, so I think she actually knows what I do and just wanted to show me my improvement or something.
And I know she won't read this cause she don´t even know about this account. But I'll say it anyway: I love you mom. I think you're awesome for understanding your weird son.
And yeah, I know we all have our kinks. But I don´t know If I want to discover that from my family members haha
Also, waaah, I would be super super embarrased if something like happen to you happened to me.
But any time father asks me "Are ya' still drawing that dinosaur?".. first off, I cringe like hell because my sona is a dragon.. but still, I know he's curious, and I really don't want him getting involved, I love the man, but he ruins everything.. plus, I know his brain can't handle the bulk of the stuff i'm deep into. Guh.. they know i'm a Furry, they don't understand that i'm gonna be a Furry for life. I'm grateful they atleast respect this enough to not pry and take this from me, more so because I explained it to them that I need this, the fandom here keeps me around, and has kept me around and in their lives all this time. Heh.. both my father and my mates all have said it, without the Internet, I would go insane. X3
And stlll, I'm glad things went well with you bud. Respect is very important, specially if it's something special for us.