Todays going to determine a lot of things, once I know one very important factor, I will then know how to proceed.

Its not going to lead to any potentials of self-harm, got a bit of a support group to reach out to and or confide with if things go very bad.

Sincerely folks, Im really not entirely well but I'm fucking trying.

Thank you to those that have reached out to & talked to me or offered me a form of resource to check into to help my mental well being.