Awww...Well, hopefully you'll have the courage, strength, and motivation to make requests once more. For me, it's a work in progress. When the time is right, I'll be able to get back onto it, and continue writing/typing up my stuff and such. It takes time, you can't force yourself to do it if you have no motivation or encouragement from other users who love your work. It takes time. Be well out there buddy. =u =)