One of the most exasperating things is constantly being in need of money for food and health stuff and other necessities and being unlucky to not have any customers. But what exacerbates it is how I am a complete no-show when it comes to doing any coloured artworks. I'm never in a comfortable position in any of my homes to just sit down and do many colour based works and it would really help me out just to have some extra dough to fall back on so I can work on more things at home or in a stable place.