You ever get those days where you hanging out with your friend(s) and you know for a fact your really good friends but when they brings in their friends or join a group full of their other friends you just feel out of place? Like even tho you like the same or similar things as said friends but you still just don't feel like you belong? It honestly gets difficult sometimes to stay around your amazing friend because they're surrounded even more amazing people like you...even tonight I was on a VRchat party for my best bud who I kinda consider to be a brother to me sometimes but then I started seeing names show up like peppermintdrake, greed, Dydros, Biogodz, daxterdingo, etc... and I suddenly heavily feel so out of place...like these are all popular furries that are well
Known around the community!...what am I? Just an insignificant nobody who happen to get lucky to even see these names. Of course I didn't end up talking to anyone..I was too scared and anxiety was driving me out the door..and out the door I left..*sigh* why can't I just talk to people..why am I so akward..why do my friends have to be so amazing..how do you be a good friend when they're surrounded by better friends..