I hoped that everyone had a good Christmas and a start of a good year.

As for me, things were going alright; but today the worst case has happened. A week before, I was informed that my father wanted to meet with my mother with me out of the house. So while I was at work, my parents met. For awhile I didn't hear anything from my phone and on one of my breaks, I rushed home to see if everything is alright. No one was at home and my mother's cell phone was turned off. A few hours later, I got a text from my father to call him when I have a chance. I sneaked off and gave him a call and......

He and my mother met and he wants a divorce from my mother.

After a few more minutes of talking, I manage to ask one of the management in charge, one that knew what was going on in my life, and got off from work a hour early. I waited and my mother, went to church with her friends, came home and all I can say is that she was a mixed emotions; anger/sad/depressed/relief and so on.

To the people that have been reading these posts for a while, probably knew that this was going to be the end result. In truth, I knew it as well but I wanted to believe that maybe it could turn around and after sometime apart that they can solve their problems and start living again. But sadly, hard facts of reality can crush that idea.

As for me, I really don't know how I feel since I am the type that is more concern with others I care about and then I worry about myself. So right now I am more concern with my mother then how I feel. And to the people that have read my Mortal, Angel and Demon's Tome already know, I have been destroyed countless times.

I know that there isn't anything anyone can do or say, heck even offer free commission, that can do anything about this. Even before I wasn't sure to even write this. But I went ahead to see if something could happen, as to what that something is; I have no idea.

So the New Year begins divorce and even more trials ahead, sometimes I even forget what a peaceful, normal life was like........