It's that time again...
16 years ago
F C! F C! F C! F C!
. . . If yah couldnt tell, I'm really excited for Further Confusion, 2010!
I have a new sketch book, I have my costume I am currently planning out, and I am so excited I get to see some of my favorite people that I only get to see at this con.
Oh, and just a quick art update, in the process of moving YET AGAIN. I have so much to share!
. . . If yah couldnt tell, I'm really excited for Further Confusion, 2010!
I have a new sketch book, I have my costume I am currently planning out, and I am so excited I get to see some of my favorite people that I only get to see at this con.
Oh, and just a quick art update, in the process of moving YET AGAIN. I have so much to share!
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Miss Bear! It's so good to see you again!
It's been too long and I have missed being apart of this place something AWFUL. *happily takes a clove from your claws and waits for a light* ^^
It's good to see you again! I've been thinking about you *he lights her clove, then his own, and pours some bourbon out*, been hoping you're okay, settling, doing well...
Well, I've been better. Moving back to my hometown, trying to start over. Tryin to figure out what I'm DOING, if that makes sense.
*Her claws wrap around the offered bourbon-filled glass, and raises it, in toast* To a better year, my friend! And to better knowing you!
It's funny, I've been doing much the same of late. Well, for the past few years, really. Been idling. But now... heh. Not so much. Got the desire to move... get things done. Fresh start, somewhat late in life, but better late than never. So yes, it makes complete sense.
*he raises his glass and taps it gently against yours, still smiling* To a better year, indeed! And to better knowing you, too!
*twirls her claw around the opening of her glass, letting the clove smoke drift and as she looks around the familar bar, happy to be back*
So, this desire to move. Have you chosen a direction yet? Or still at the cross roads?
Mmm... yes, I think I have. Though the crossroads feels more like a labyrinth at times, and I keep having to force myself to get over my disinclination towards work - which is a bad, bad thing. But that I recognise it gives me strength.
And I don't just mean move location: I simply don't have the finances for that. Yet. I mean to move, to do, to progress. To live. Though, if I could move location... Heh. *looks across the bar at you, thoughts of one other cross through his mind, and then memories of a wide open beach and an ocean that goes on forever*
... oh, me. *he drags on his clove again and raises his glass* To movement.
*She watches the flicker of emotion move across your face, wishing she knew better what caused it. She then laughs and raises her glass again, his toast all too fitting for the pair of bar flies* To movement, indeed.
Oh my word... if you think of Japheth as 'helpful' then you really are in a pickle *he smiles gently* I thought - and forgive me if my words are insensitive - that your moving back home was a good thing, a source of reinvigoration?...
Oh, I don't mind the question. I suppose...the crossroads is a far better alternative than being stuck in the Pit of Eternal Stench? But I don't know where to go from here.
I suppose... a lot depends on the original direction you were planning to go in when you headed down the path that brought you here... wouldn't you say?... *he takes a small sip of liquor, just a little, from the glass*
Which direction was that, may I ask?
You make an incredably good point. My original direction? It was just Santa Cruz, California. Anything to get out of The Central Valley, home of republicans, oranges and bigots.... But when I got there... well. I guess it just wasn't enough.
*She sips one more time before throwing her head back to finish off the glass, smacking her lips in the most satisfying sort of way. She fumbles in her pocket for her own strawberry cloved cigarrette, and politely asks for a light before she continues, a slight country twang begining to permiate through the burbon.*
Ah ALSO learned, to the great tradgety of my naive self, that bigots can plant their roots anywhere. Ah found myself in a far worse situation than Ah ever thought possible.
So now Ah know, the physical destination isn't enough: Ah have to have somethin to really work an strive for. An Ah'm just not sure what that is yet.
Mmm... that's the thing, isn't it... to have something to work and strive for. Or then again, perhaps it's simply that you need to be still for a while - or, if your situation is so bad, as still as you can be.
It's odd, you know. All my life I've been chasing destinations. I suppose it's a result of childhood, we many of us get it: go to school to get good grades, so you can go to university and get good grades, so you can get a job... it's all about the next thing, the next concavity up the side of the hill of life. Never about how you get there, or what you might conceivably find when you get there. And, equally, if all places have their bigots, Republicans and oranges... well, that makes all places a little more equal, doesn't it?
*he sips his liquor, emptying the glass, and fills it up again*
Will you excuse me a moment, Miss Bear?... this bar is awfully quiet. *he slips from the stool, heads over to the Infinite Jukebox, makes his selection and returns to the seat. Music follows him* My sister introduced me to this... and she had a point, then, too... *he watches your reaction as he puffs upon his smoke*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7Vfh0kk8TA
Hope you have a good time! ^_^