Today has left me pretty fucking wretched. Without going into details, I've gone from simple nervousness to shaking to vomitting to having a panic attack and crying alone in my car. My nerves are pretty shot right now and I just can't sleep. I hope I don't sound melodramatic, but the truth is, I'm pretty emotionally drained and I just wanna let you know how I'm doing.

Well, at least I can look forward to my birthday in a week.