figured I'd try to post a meaningful journal entry here (you know stuff you'd see in ones real journal or something)

So I on monday when I arrived at work at 6am I punched in grabbed a coffee and went to head out for a smoke (I had recently quit so I guess you could just call this a slip xP) and the manager who is doing the exact same thing as me is totally chewing me out for having a smoke wasting company time even though I'm waiting on his ass so I can get started and calmy tell him to fuck off and that he should then lead by example leaving him with a very bewildered looking expression. Normally I would have just taken it (hey one has to get paid right) but I've been feeling abit depressed lately and wasn't going to take any of this hypocrites shit and I didn't get in any sort of trouble at all. (people have been fired there over less..) After that happenend my mood took a positive step which I really needed.

Admitedly I'm still dealing with alot of the cliche events and reactions with friends and family reacting to me being gay. Just kind of treating me different or poking fun too much that it makes me want to beat the shit out of someone. Usually I could care less, but at some point it becomes very tedious to deal with at least for abit.

I think another reason for my not so positive emotional state can be attributed to a decrease in a lack of guitar playing.. My right hands middle finger is still pretty swollen and my job does not really allow it to heal in a timely fashion. Anyway working on a few new songs and am developing a growing urge to delve into my classical music pieces. As well as scoping out the scene for a new singer for the band as our current one will be leaving shortly.

Got a few Drawings in the work but my injury is also making griping my pen a tad painful so progress is fairly slow on that as well.

That it for now.. Peace out!!