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musings on my nature
16 years ago
I'm curious do you guys walk around and feel the complete detachment from humanity I do? I'm not saying people are good or bad or making any sort of judgment.
I mean my hopes, goals, dreams, sexual attraction, wants and needs are so divorced from those around me I am for all intensive purposes another species. And no that's not just wishful thinking on my part.
Maybe I'm musing about alienation. Or more likely that's just the result.
When I was young I distinctly recall all the trouble I used to get into because I couldn't relate to those around me. I hadn't learned to wear the human "suit" and play nice.
I think that perhaps my previous relationships haven't worked out because of an inherent incompatibility on a fundamental base level. I mean you don't see horses trying to date fish.
Just some thoughts.
I mean my hopes, goals, dreams, sexual attraction, wants and needs are so divorced from those around me I am for all intensive purposes another species. And no that's not just wishful thinking on my part.
Maybe I'm musing about alienation. Or more likely that's just the result.
When I was young I distinctly recall all the trouble I used to get into because I couldn't relate to those around me. I hadn't learned to wear the human "suit" and play nice.
I think that perhaps my previous relationships haven't worked out because of an inherent incompatibility on a fundamental base level. I mean you don't see horses trying to date fish.
Just some thoughts.
You don't like new wave? I'd say hip hop and country for me.
If a girl says she likes unicorns I can't just come out and say "I do too. I wish I was a big dragon so I could kidnap a unicorn and enslave her."
Hard to meet someone in a bar and say, "Want to come back to my place and get tied up and dominated?"
Or meet some people and start discussing what a real dragon would be like, if it would be classified as a mammal or lizard or what it would be like to meet one.
I think a LOT of people have hidden desires and thoughts that they push so deep they forget they even have them. I wonder if for many they have it worse than us.. a longing they don't understand.. feelings that something is missing from their lives.
Actually you make a good point. I do think they have hidden desires and thoughts but most everyone ignores them for the sake of conformity or for some measure of "success" in mundane society. Most people hide it by numbing their brain with drugs, alcohol, TV, or buying crap they don't need.