Just look how far this has gone...
16 years ago
I'm going to start this journal out by saying that I'll be surprised if it gets a single comment.
I've been lying. I keep telling everyone I'm okay, it's getting to the point where I've almost believed it.
She meant everything to me and I let her slip away...
All of my memories of those days just keep flooding back to me and I'm not strong enough to deal with it.
I just lie back and think of all that could have been...
Why do I even try to make myself okay anymore? It's not as if I matter that much to anyone, and if I do, they're wasting effort.
Please, just let me forget my regrets...
</emo>
I've been lying. I keep telling everyone I'm okay, it's getting to the point where I've almost believed it.
She meant everything to me and I let her slip away...
All of my memories of those days just keep flooding back to me and I'm not strong enough to deal with it.
I just lie back and think of all that could have been...
Why do I even try to make myself okay anymore? It's not as if I matter that much to anyone, and if I do, they're wasting effort.
Please, just let me forget my regrets...
</emo>
FA+

So just fight on and keep going and youll be ok.
*Hugs*. Hope that helps you feel better.