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R.I.P Mr. Ken..
15 years ago
I just found out that my old bus driver, Mr. Ken died from a heart attack..
At first I wasn't going to make a journal about it. I was going to upload this picture I took the last day I was on his bus... (I had gotten switched off during the middle of last year to a dif bus because this one was too full)
I remember when Mr. Ken told me. He actually said good bye to me when I walked off the bus and onto my driveway for the last time. ;_;
BUt yeah... I had taken a picture of the inside of the bus from where I sat....
I grabbed my phone and went into my oldest pics... I kept going, but once I saw some newer pics, I started gettin a lil shaky... I clicked to enlarge, and went through each indivisual pic. The third time I got to of my snow covered driveway from when it snowed, I was crying.. ;_____;
The picture... Wasn't there... I put my phone down and started searching for my old cellphone... I couldn't find my kyo wallet that I kept it in, but even if I did, I knew the pic wouldn't be there... I had cleared out everything on that phone because at the time, I thought I was going to have to give it to my dad...
Then again, maybe I took the pic on my phone right before this one... I had used a memory card to send over a lot of pics because I had to mail in the old phone since it was having problems, and the people refused to just fix it...
I must've forgotten that picture in my rush to get pictures into the memory card for my new phone...
I feel so... Ugh, I can't even describe it at all....
I... I just want something to remember him by... I have.. nothing, nothing at all.... Now I really feel for
fishbicth, she had lost a bunch of old drawings and photos and memories...
I'm really fucking great at losing stuff... I also can't find my awesome sketchbook this girl Amber gave me... She said she wanted to see it when I filled it up...
I don't even really remember my old bus number.. was it 836? Or was that part of a phone number...? Or the bus I had switched to after his...?
Maybe it was 929...
EDIT: My friend Emily (the one who told me) said it was bus 836.
It just feels so weird knowing he's dead now... Right before break, I remember being on my bus and glancing over at the other buses. I saw him sitting at the seat. I remember thinking "Oh, it's Mr. Ken! I didn't know he was a busdriver for this school, too."
I think that was the week before winter break.. He died sometime during the break...
Mr. Ken was the best bus driver I ever had... Rest in Peace, and best of luck to your wife...
At first I wasn't going to make a journal about it. I was going to upload this picture I took the last day I was on his bus... (I had gotten switched off during the middle of last year to a dif bus because this one was too full)
I remember when Mr. Ken told me. He actually said good bye to me when I walked off the bus and onto my driveway for the last time. ;_;
BUt yeah... I had taken a picture of the inside of the bus from where I sat....
I grabbed my phone and went into my oldest pics... I kept going, but once I saw some newer pics, I started gettin a lil shaky... I clicked to enlarge, and went through each indivisual pic. The third time I got to of my snow covered driveway from when it snowed, I was crying.. ;_____;
The picture... Wasn't there... I put my phone down and started searching for my old cellphone... I couldn't find my kyo wallet that I kept it in, but even if I did, I knew the pic wouldn't be there... I had cleared out everything on that phone because at the time, I thought I was going to have to give it to my dad...
Then again, maybe I took the pic on my phone right before this one... I had used a memory card to send over a lot of pics because I had to mail in the old phone since it was having problems, and the people refused to just fix it...
I must've forgotten that picture in my rush to get pictures into the memory card for my new phone...
I feel so... Ugh, I can't even describe it at all....
I... I just want something to remember him by... I have.. nothing, nothing at all.... Now I really feel for
fishbicth, she had lost a bunch of old drawings and photos and memories...I'm really fucking great at losing stuff... I also can't find my awesome sketchbook this girl Amber gave me... She said she wanted to see it when I filled it up...
I don't even really remember my old bus number.. was it 836? Or was that part of a phone number...? Or the bus I had switched to after his...?
Maybe it was 929...
EDIT: My friend Emily (the one who told me) said it was bus 836.
It just feels so weird knowing he's dead now... Right before break, I remember being on my bus and glancing over at the other buses. I saw him sitting at the seat. I remember thinking "Oh, it's Mr. Ken! I didn't know he was a busdriver for this school, too."
I think that was the week before winter break.. He died sometime during the break...
Mr. Ken was the best bus driver I ever had... Rest in Peace, and best of luck to your wife...
I really have nothing else to say other that I'm sorry. I've lost a couple of friends and my grandfather in just the last couple of months, so I know how things must feel right now.
*Huggles the Raitachi*
Thank you so much, though.
I didn't know him too well, but... Just knowing he was suddenly gone, so soon after I last saw him... Ah, it just feels so depressing when someone in your life is gone forever... D: There were many good memories bein on his bus. TT^TT
I'm also sorry for your loses. D: Wow, so many in so little time...
Well, things happen, and they're in a better place, and will no longer suffer any sickness or pain that they may have experienced in life. >:
*huggles the ShadowForsythe*
on a bit of a side note, cus this has been bugging me, am i a bad person? cus my dad commited suicide about a month within the time my grandfather died, and i wasn't even remotely affected... i mean, i could've cared less... and you cared this much about a bus driver... i just honestly don't understand what that's like. i enjoy comforting people, but it gets hard when i don't have a clue what they mean when they say they miss someone like that... so seriously, am i a bad person?