The inital and overall most compelling draw of the fandom for me has always been that sense of community and support that one feels when around like minded individuals. However, I find myself feeling less and less of that spirit as I go on... am I distancing myself from the fandom, or has something about it changed? Are things the same as they used to be when I first started a few years ago? It seems like things have been shifting, or I've been falling out of touch... either way... I want things to go back to how they were, I just need to find out what happened to change them. ... Or what happened to change me.