*sigh* I went to get my new haircut today...the hairdresser couldn't see the picture of the style I really wanted, and she just gave me this random ...skater/emo/whatever thing...it was supposed to be like my moms.

I hated it so much I cried when she done, and then she felt bad. I hate making people feel bad...I still think it looks quite bad, but mom suggested I get som hair gel to maybe fix it. (it's all over the place, and poofy - makes my face look fat and stupid.)

and I need to call my hairdresser back and apologize....

so...I dunno...I guess it looks "better" but I think I look less feminine than before. this is not what I wanted at all...I just hope I can get used to it. atleast my hair grows back pretty quickly

So, if I'm a bit down or moody, don't worry or take it personally.
I'll get better. Thanks for reading..I love you guys.

update
Well, the hair style is starting to grow on me a bit...I actually think it looks kind of nice now. and ...now that's its behaving, it actually does look fairly cute/feminine to me. :3