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I HATE living here T-Tx10
18 years ago
I hate it SOOO hard...
+cry+
I was having an AWESOME DAY today!!!!
I gotsded to hang with teh Megster, and I got to wear a leash, which I think I should wear EVERY TIME!!! +nods happily...well as happy as I can manage right now...+
Putting the leash on right now, prolly would help, not angry, simply a bit saddened and filled with anxiety, and paranoia...fun...
ANYWHOO...
>.>
<.<
^-^ eheheh...
I come home, FIRST, to see my grandmonster (male) standing in the front yard (CRAP!!!!) he saw me get out of the car with Meg T-T
THEN he asks....
"Who was that girl with the green hair"
So Meg, Just so you know, you're now Jessi, that girl I knew from school, who now goes to OCC, and I'm supposed to "Ask zeta, if she knows you" >.<;;;;;
I wish...I wish it were ANY bit simpler living here, that I was actually ALLOWED to go hang with you, that, when I DO hang with you, I didn't have to keep it a secret, and if something like someone seeing me with you, not knowing who you are, having to make up a name and relation...It saddens me and fills me with grief...you shouldn't HAVE to hide behind a tree when I need to drop off food...you shouldn't HAVE to drop me off at a street corner, and I shouldn't HAVE to come up with a code name for you...
Goddess, I'm such an mess...
I simply cannot stress how much I cannot wait until I move the FUCK out of this house...Dye my hair, get it cut, and get an ENTIRELY new set of clothing, plus fur suiting FTW, I won't have to hide my paws and tail in my bag every time I go to chill...PLUS I will no longer have to call them my Parental Guardians, because I will DISOWN THEM!!!!!!!! And NEVER see them AGAIN, I'll just have to visit the school if I...never mind, I won't see my brother, he'd tell them what I look like unfortunately, and I cannot have that...So yeah, I'm gonna try working on my characters and designs, I still have most of my smoothie, so hopefully, I will relax a bit, drink it, and become Zen again ...hopefully ...Hmm... thinking of something my wonderful FRIEND would SAY...
Oh Yeah..."YOU CAN DO IT!!!!"
Ok, Ima go now, bai
+cry+
I was having an AWESOME DAY today!!!!
I gotsded to hang with teh Megster, and I got to wear a leash, which I think I should wear EVERY TIME!!! +nods happily...well as happy as I can manage right now...+
Putting the leash on right now, prolly would help, not angry, simply a bit saddened and filled with anxiety, and paranoia...fun...
ANYWHOO...
>.>
<.<
^-^ eheheh...
I come home, FIRST, to see my grandmonster (male) standing in the front yard (CRAP!!!!) he saw me get out of the car with Meg T-T
THEN he asks....
"Who was that girl with the green hair"
So Meg, Just so you know, you're now Jessi, that girl I knew from school, who now goes to OCC, and I'm supposed to "Ask zeta, if she knows you" >.<;;;;;
I wish...I wish it were ANY bit simpler living here, that I was actually ALLOWED to go hang with you, that, when I DO hang with you, I didn't have to keep it a secret, and if something like someone seeing me with you, not knowing who you are, having to make up a name and relation...It saddens me and fills me with grief...you shouldn't HAVE to hide behind a tree when I need to drop off food...you shouldn't HAVE to drop me off at a street corner, and I shouldn't HAVE to come up with a code name for you...
Goddess, I'm such an mess...
I simply cannot stress how much I cannot wait until I move the FUCK out of this house...Dye my hair, get it cut, and get an ENTIRELY new set of clothing, plus fur suiting FTW, I won't have to hide my paws and tail in my bag every time I go to chill...PLUS I will no longer have to call them my Parental Guardians, because I will DISOWN THEM!!!!!!!! And NEVER see them AGAIN, I'll just have to visit the school if I...never mind, I won't see my brother, he'd tell them what I look like unfortunately, and I cannot have that...So yeah, I'm gonna try working on my characters and designs, I still have most of my smoothie, so hopefully, I will relax a bit, drink it, and become Zen again ...hopefully ...Hmm... thinking of something my wonderful FRIEND would SAY...
Oh Yeah..."YOU CAN DO IT!!!!"
Ok, Ima go now, bai
I had a feeling that would happen eventually =/ I guess the best we can do is just drop you off somewhere farther away next time.
Oh, and at least he wasn't at P&C while we were there x3; Be thankful of that!
I hope you are feeling better today, after some sleepies *huggles*
I don't know...I have a feeling, that he saw us around town...once, he asked me where I went, he had been watching me walk in Ling Lings from school...SO CREEPY *shudder*
Yay! Hug!!
+huggles+