not gone
16 years ago
I want to get back to drawing, I really really do T_T
The last few months (or more like half a year) have been an emotional rollercoaster for me. I've had up's. I've had down's. But most of all, I've had stress D:
And I know it's not going to get better anytime soon, since I'm still just on the edge of being kicked out of school, I'm drowning in assignments and projects. And worst of all; I think I'm falling in love with a giant asshole >:(
*dies from frustration* x_X
The last few months (or more like half a year) have been an emotional rollercoaster for me. I've had up's. I've had down's. But most of all, I've had stress D:
And I know it's not going to get better anytime soon, since I'm still just on the edge of being kicked out of school, I'm drowning in assignments and projects. And worst of all; I think I'm falling in love with a giant asshole >:(
*dies from frustration* x_X
AANNDD NO GIANT ASSHOLES ALLOWED!! They don't deserve your lovins >8( I'm serious. I made that mistake years ago, and I feel like I wasted 5 years of my life.. because well, I did @w@.
I know I don't know you in person or anything but you seem like such a sweet wonderful spirit. There should be more people like you! And I don't need weenie bumfaces bringing you down. <3
If you need to talk about anything feel free to message me (I did give you my aim bc i'm a dinkie and don't have msn) hehe.
Feel better sweetie, it's always darkest before the dawn.
So, sorry if my reply will seem kinda messy XD
Thank you so much for the kind words
As you said, we might not know eachother, but you are really kind and sweet and it warms my heart to hear this <3
Frankly, I've been there before D: I've had by heart broken twice by giant assholes (in some pretty brutal ways even :/ ) and I cannot believe what is going through my mind at this point. I just can't allow it to happen again :/
But yea, I already have feelings for this guy, and I thought he was really sweet, but the more I get to know him... man, you wouldn't believe it XD
hahaha, yea.. motivation and inpsiration are such abstract concepts which makes them increadibly hard to describe to those that aren't creative and such x3
Especially when alot of people randomly ask you to draw stuff for them.. even if I'd love to, the art-block just makes it impossible :|
Aye, I'm installing AIM right now x3
LUFF
<3 <3
and i hope the best for you and hope ya get drawing like you love to agin :3
and lol i still never got to talk to you on msn :P tho i know why ^.^; so its fine <3
truely, years of life are wasted on them on a small hope they will change.. but never do. NEVER.
i hope you can start drawing as much as youd like to. so sorry lifes so hard right now.
THUUULAAAA! miss you lots, i hope things goes better soon. i want to talk with you sometime as well ;n;... and ffff try the best to fight against ASSHOLE love please :c i dont want your life to turn depressing cause of them... so many people are like that because of asshole mates.
i agree with lulu c: you got a wonderful spirit, and you're nice, not to mention your sweetness is like FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF <3 -i know that in comments, i cant imagine how nice you are in chat xD-
feel better sweetie!~