I feel guilty that right now my life is actually going pretty smooth, and want to help everyone else out, but while my job is nice, only really pays me enough to live, and go to AC if I skip enough meals.
A lot of the people I watch/know are going though tough times, but I can only spare so much ya know? Just wish I had a better job so i could spare more x.x

Anyway, for me new job is going pretty good, hopefully I'll have it for a good while (since benefits don't kick in until you've been working for 6 months), but as in the previous journal I don't really have a way to get my traditional drawings onto computer, and am looking into getting a tablet and just bypass the scanner.
As suggested gonna try to save about $200 and buy one that's halfway decent, but that's gonna take a while :/

Got an ear infection or something, can hardly hear out of my left ear right now unless i bombard myself with medication.

Worried about so many people right now, I know I shouldn't be, and half of them tell me not to, but eh, it's just in my nature. I care too much, even if I hardly know the person.

I'm really just rambling now, I don't know why you're even reading this. GAWD what's wrong with you? XD

...anyway, you probably won't see much art from me until I get that tablet, so feel free to unwatch me (why were you watching me anyway? my art sucks |:")