*stretches n' yawns* Mmmm . . . Morning ppl :) I just thought i'd make this entry into a dream diary kinda thing (plus, i just wanted to share it w/ all of u rly) Out of all the weird ass dreams i've had lately, this one was by far the most touching and endearing. And i'll tell u why in a minute. . . *closes eyes n thinks back on it* I was in the presence of a man (wha cud have happen'd to his twin brother i wonder, i don't remember seeing him...?) kneeling down b4 me, asking me to forgive him for his 'crime' (i'll explain l8r) Both in tears (i was . . . just standing there, don't remember the setting) i picked him up from the floor and gave him a heartfelt hug . . . there were no words, just a thought: my hurt is healed . . . i forgive u; (i had a few more dreams but thats another story^^ lol) I woke up w/ watery eyes n all

But ne way, right now i'm sure no one understands it cuz u don't know the story bhind it^^. . . Well, to make a long story short this man (and his missing twin bro) long ago in a time when i was but an 8 mayb 9yr old boy (so were they btw; they were my classmates, my 'friends'), committed a very serious 'crime'. They basically btrayed my trust by defaming my name (which led to the rest of the class blieving them and bullying me for abt 3 yrs) . It's still hard to talk abt it (or even write abt it) cuz it mark'd my first encounter w/ the world's(well people's) cruel and uncaring nature. Yet i wanted to tell u guys abt it cuz . . . idk its something that contributed to the way i am today so, yeah, its important to me.

So now u c, given this background and the dream, how much that scenario wud b welcome :) lolz. I've always wondered if i'd c them again . . . perhaps . . .
Maybe someday that scenario will happen irl . . . But whether it was symbolic or actually predicting something, i think the important thing is to remember this dream and forgive them regardless . . . Maybe one day i'll b able to give 'em that hug . . . someday

Zephy

ps. if u read this far, thanx^^ appreciate it