in some mental turmoil at the moment. trying to make a life altering decision that will affect not only how people look at me, but many things that i somewhat enjoy. this decision may also affect how i am viewed in the fandom and may bring some hate or discrimination.

i believe that joining the fandom has played a big role in me coming to think about this decision. i know i am not alone but from my position it may seem a little weird.
i am not saying what it is here, so those who care to know can contact me about it.

also i am not sure as to how far i will go with it. so until then i must leave the masses in the dark. this is my decision and i need to figure it out myself.