well it looks like i'm slightly back on the horse.. er.. tablet..
thanks to a very awesome friend of mine, i know have an unlocked version of easy paint tool: SAI. Plus thanks to my sweetheart, i have a little bit of inspiration. Hopefully I could try to draw tonight, but I got locked outside for awhile in the rain last night and now I have a fever.. It sucks because I really wanted to see my fusky again today but i can't even walk withing swerving into a wall or just stumbling flat on my face.
I want to try and at least repost some of my older art that I removed when I had my meltdown. I still don't think I've found out who i really am deep inside yet.. but at least I'm on the way a little bit more than I once was. Hopefully picking back up art and trying to improve my skill will help me improve myself more.