FC and the ever chaos of life :3
15 years ago
I have never ever ever have had so much fun at fur con, like the magic was so there for me this time, like the first time.
All my friends were there and I made tons more as well. Everyone that I met was so freaking awesome and over the top interesting. I don't think I slept all that much but hell I saw a rainbow land on a liquor store, I laughed so much that I pretty much puked and kissed a kangaroo fursuit. So much went on that I can't remember it all, thank goodness for pictures, mew! Oh and I can't forget my rock star moment that I didn't even do but there was a rumor that I died at the con, how cool is that?!? (and now for the sad stuff) After so much furry goodness I came back home and found out that I am no longer married my lovely Valerie, she left me. I'm not mad about it and honestly I would have done it to myself if I could of. If any of you ever remember that little thing we all went through, I think it was called 2009, well I was the worst thing in the world then and it took me so much to wake up and try and fix everything…..
Long story short I lost again but hell everything happens for a reason and I’m not going to feel sorry for myself. There has been so many tear and I’m sure there are going to be more but I’m going to be better for this and I’m going to remember all the great moments and things we enjoyed together in our marriage.
I’ll always love you Valerie, your Cheetah
All my friends were there and I made tons more as well. Everyone that I met was so freaking awesome and over the top interesting. I don't think I slept all that much but hell I saw a rainbow land on a liquor store, I laughed so much that I pretty much puked and kissed a kangaroo fursuit. So much went on that I can't remember it all, thank goodness for pictures, mew! Oh and I can't forget my rock star moment that I didn't even do but there was a rumor that I died at the con, how cool is that?!? (and now for the sad stuff) After so much furry goodness I came back home and found out that I am no longer married my lovely Valerie, she left me. I'm not mad about it and honestly I would have done it to myself if I could of. If any of you ever remember that little thing we all went through, I think it was called 2009, well I was the worst thing in the world then and it took me so much to wake up and try and fix everything…..
Long story short I lost again but hell everything happens for a reason and I’m not going to feel sorry for myself. There has been so many tear and I’m sure there are going to be more but I’m going to be better for this and I’m going to remember all the great moments and things we enjoyed together in our marriage.
I’ll always love you Valerie, your Cheetah
But, HOLY SHIT MAN!! That's not good on the conscience to have that happen to you.
Remember, time heals all wounds. I've doubted it before...
2010 already feels like it's going to be a massive year for change and to get our shit together. I know I've got a lot of personal growth that I expect to make happen this year, so I hope you can be there for me, and I for you.
It's hard to believe that anything can ever live up to what happened at this FC, but I just have to remind myself that even when it seems like you hit the top and things can't possibly get any better, they just do.
I hope you and Valerie can work things out alright, and if you need help with anything just ask. Something this big is taxing not only mentally, but physically as well.
sorry to hear about your girl leaving you, even when you know it will happens it always sucks, I've been in this situation last year(in may, 2 days before my b-day, been with her about 1 year and a half)
btw I gotta talk to you about AC, rooms reservations will open up soon and I gotta know who's in the room