I think this thought train or whatever has been brought on by my lack of sleep (Damn insomnia!), but lately I've been thinking a lot about everything.

For instance:

If life is what you make of it, does that mean you can bend the rules of time and space to make it the way you want? Would it affect other people? Or, are the other people or plants, or buildings, or animals...Just a figment of one mans insanity, the want for companionship so strong that he has actually retracted into his own mind, thus creating his own world there? Forgetting about whatever he does outside of his mind?

Idk, Just rambling here. I've got a million things I can post but I don't think anyone wants to hear my silly quantum physics theories. (Again, damn insomnia making me smart for some reason).


What if we're created in a lab? And the place we call "earth" is just a giant speck on a petree (I know I spelled that wrong, just bear with me, I need to get these thoughts down quickly) dish, where we are inhabiting? Or, maybe the sun itself is a giant 'lightbulb' in the sky from our 'creators', who are in turn scientists of a giant species of alien (or possibly what we like to think of as human?). I don't know, I can't explain these thoughts anymore, they just fill my head, buzzing around and driving me insane since I can't find an answer.

Can someone somehow calm the buzzing in my mind? I'm not crazy, I'm just dealing with what genious' go through, I think. Or maybe I think too much? Who knows, I just need help, hahahaha...