I don't know how many people who sees this or if they care....

But i suck.... sucky like suck...
I the worst person on the earth and that includes Hitler, stalin, saddam and osama...
All my friends are like... "No you are a good person, we all love you".... but they don't know me.... no one does.... not even i there peeked inside myself.... cause i know what i'll find... or belive to find...

But... still... people are like "all have some skeleton in the closet, why should you be different?" but mine matters to me... i fear them.... i fear that you will reject me cause of them... so i locked it all away in a little box, and dumped deep inside myself...

That is why i fear sleeping with other people... what if they learn my secrets and tell other people and then all will hate me....


Donno why i wrote this... just needed to get it out....l

Knight/Martin