I am having one of these wks and mornings when I walk up and wonder, what will be of the day?

Last night i was talking to a friend of mine; a crush and well we were talking. Well he has been acting a bit differently..I mean I hurts me when somebody close to be says something "but it will stop" then next second I know is saying "bye" I'm kinda worried tat he might walk out on me bc he is afraid to "hurt me".....

I've had daydreams for a long while know tat only one of my sisters know about. I have been closing my eyes and seeing wolves growling at me. My sister says they have been warning me..but what I'm not sure...

My mate. Well things are going great between us. But lately he has been texting one of his EXs and well he told me tat apparently two of them are jealous of me! Usually I would be all bitchy bc I'm usually the jealous type, but for some reason I'm not mad/jealous or ANYTHING like tat, just curious.

The first time I woke was early this morning. My friends 3 dogs were howling out back. It was a beautiful sound still. I got out of bed and listen for like 7mins or so. I went back to sleep. The next time I woke I could actually see the sun. But when I crawled out of bed I started feeling dizzy for a min or so..I got up and of course my leg gives out and i end up thumping on the floor waking my friend.

But I know this doesn't seem like much, but trust me I feel a change within me..maybe i am growing even weaker then i used to be...idk i could list everything wrong, but its a fact its too much to type...
*fades*