Hello out there in Fur Affinity

As I mention in my my last post about my birthday; its on the 9th of this month; next tuesday actually.

I know to some people that these days are really important, but lately to me; its just starting to feel it is not as important. This started on my 18th, a day day for most teenagers, and I was really looking forward to it. But nothing much happened as all of my friends were either busy with work or sick and my parents were busy at that time, so that day ended with me just buying a cupcake with a single candle on it. And then from there on out, I started to celebrate my birthdays alone.

Now this is not meant to be a downer or anything, as there were some moments on my birthdays that really gave me what I wanted. And what I usually want on my birthday is to be surprised and just to have people that I care about have a good time, even if it not celebrating my birthday.

And some people have the wrong idea that they have to spend alot of money for my gift which is not want I want. Just to see the resolve that my friend's and family do for me is the greatest gift. Like one birthday, at a convention, I was down because everyone was busy to even acknowledge my birthday. But later that evening, I was surprised when I got back to the room and found everyone surprising me and holding up a huge poster with different signs and drawings. To me, that was the greatest gift I have gotten.

Sadly my 'father' didn't think so, before I left I left a note for a 'gift' idea which was a PS3. I already knew that I wasn't going to get it, in fact I brought one a few months later, but I simply wanted to be surprised and hoped my parents could at least either try or come up with something else beside giving me cash. But when I got back, all I found was cash and my father saying "A PS3? Nice try but that is never going to happen."

I don't even expecting anything from him next week...........

Anyway, enough rambling. Just wanted to get this out of my chest.

Hope everyone is doing alright