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Ugh..
16 years ago
Well after a health hazard weekend, I return home with the aid of an awesome friend.
Along the way of course is more furry drama.
Putting that aside, one of my mom's friends died and yet I feel nothing.
It's really strange, I'm kind of numb because I feel like if I go to the neighboring farm she's still be there sitting on the front porch ready to judge and criticize me as usual.
I mean the woman was a racist homophobe.
She saw me hold hands with a girl and I heard about it for months, she flipped shit over me dating a black guy.
Really she aided in making me feel miserable and estranged in my own home..
I know I should feel bad or sorry for her but really I'm kind of puzzled as I'm left feeling numb and rather distant.
Along the way of course is more furry drama.
Putting that aside, one of my mom's friends died and yet I feel nothing.
It's really strange, I'm kind of numb because I feel like if I go to the neighboring farm she's still be there sitting on the front porch ready to judge and criticize me as usual.
I mean the woman was a racist homophobe.
She saw me hold hands with a girl and I heard about it for months, she flipped shit over me dating a black guy.
Really she aided in making me feel miserable and estranged in my own home..
I know I should feel bad or sorry for her but really I'm kind of puzzled as I'm left feeling numb and rather distant.
Maxis
~maxis
*nuzzles* It's ok hun, a person can only do so much before you shut yourself off from them. It's natural to feel numb toward people like that. I know it sounds weird, but it's probably for the better.
