Things are going in a good direction. I am in a good mood, though I seem to be out of it most of the time. Lost in my head. I am happy. Things are looking up for everyone. Past ghost continue to haunt me well after I have forgotten about them only to make me remember. I am bitter toward those past ghosts. Some of you know about this "ghost" some do not and will never know.

I try to live in the now and look toward the future and so far everything looks glorious. I have new beginnings and hope they last a long time. My friends are by my side and they are well loved, without them I don't think I could get through the day. I thank you for being there for me :). My friends are my life. My friends are my family, I don't need them to MAKE decisions for me, but ask for help to make sure I am not making the WRONG decisions.

I have recently been playing D n D/ Pathfinder. It is very fun and our DM, who is also a dear friend, makes the game worth while. Though he may never read this, I enjoy him coming over and I enjoy his company immensely. He may be an old fart( ;D ) but we all know he's just a big kid at heart. He makes my Fridays and Saturdays worth while.

I needed something to write in my journal and this is all that came to mind. I have so much more to write, but I think I may wait to write about it until my BF and I can get to know each other more :) but I am very happy, especially with him.

Always in your Pants,
 fuzzydoom