I'm a terrible person.

And no, before anyone starts saying I write this to get mercy or sympathy, fuck you. I don't. I don't want fucking sympathy, thats what made me either uncomfortable around half the people in my hometown or a target for the other half, so keep any kind of comment like that for yourself.

I'm simply trying to paint out for you what I am like so you know what to expect from me or, if you already know me, why you maybe should reconsider being my friend.

Here are some facts about me:
-I'm in an almost constant state of anger, due to my nature and the fact that karma constantly bites me back at the worst possible times. And that means I can boil over at any minute.
-I'm not a fanboy for much, but for what I am, I'm the damn worst kind. Means shitty ranting and annoying people if they go against my man/game/whatever.
-I would say I'm probably a pervert. Seeing what kind of kinks I have here I don't stand out as the worst person, but I'm definitly not normal in the sexual department.
-I'm horribly jealous. Of pretty much everyone here. I have no real talent and what I learned so far is not enough to catch up with everyone else I come along. My writing is okay but lacks mass. My drawing skills got only worse the more I drew, my musical abilities are again okay but nothing I could present and just in general, I think I'm lacking. So I'll get jealous at people who have those things. Even if they don't deserve such a bad emotion from my side.

Mind you, this is only a fraction of my horrible character. Sure, I have good qualities too, but from what I see, the bad ones overflow.

So in conclusion, think hard if you want to keep me as your friend, I'm probably not worth it.