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I so hate it when stuff like this happens....
18 years ago
"Will be busy doing the Contest Prizes. Won't be taking any comissions till I'm done. If you already had asked for a comission.. please.. be patient with me I shall have them done ASAP... Thank you tons "
Well... today was stressful yet I have some good news lol. Good news first lol.. I won't be moving till the middle of June. OH YEA! lol, oh so happy! SO.. I'll still be drawing for everyone here on FA lol. SWEET!
Now.. the bad news...
WARNING: Might be trippin here cus of cookies and beer... Mixture of... Hyper sugar drink and maybe some drunkin ness.... O.o Also... maybe some crying too XD
Well, I was sleeping in bed naked as usual. Can't wear clothes to be cus.. its too hot right now. Mother comes in and sits down. "Betzy I have something to tell you" I sit up, covering.. don't worry, nothing was showing. nah nah... She tells me that two weeks ago, I uncle met up with my father... my REAL father back home in the states. Tells him oh I'm good and such then... My aunt leaves a message saying my dog... my chow chow mute.. Bucky was put done... WHAT THE FUCK!!!??? My AUNT had to leave a fuckin message on our answering mechine saying my dog is dead! Why couldn't my dad do it? Lazy ass... he is too chicken to even care for his girls...! "Oh I love my girls. I call them whenever I can" BULLSHIT! I'm sorry lol... I'm just angry cus of two things... my dad didn't bother calling me to let me know that my childhood pet.. the dog I grew up with... was put down cus he didn't care for him and secondly... I feel stupid leaving my dog in someones home where I should have known that he wouldn't have been cared for. I wanted to cry but I know my puppy wouldn't have wanted that. I wuvvles Bucky... lol everytime I said gimme.. he'd growl wagging his almost poofy tail lol. I"m ALSO sorry that I'm placing my thoghts here on FA lol. I usually do this on Myspace but.. I hardly go on there and their are also people on there I don't like much so yea lol. FA is like home for meh right now lol. Ya'll kick ass! I have a few pics done.. showing anger but.. I hope no one minds that and also.. I have a few pics I have to post from some random people and art trades lol. I hope you enjoy and I am terribly sorry LMAO I'm so weird... Yea.. LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! ^o^
Now.. the bad news...
WARNING: Might be trippin here cus of cookies and beer... Mixture of... Hyper sugar drink and maybe some drunkin ness.... O.o Also... maybe some crying too XD
Well, I was sleeping in bed naked as usual. Can't wear clothes to be cus.. its too hot right now. Mother comes in and sits down. "Betzy I have something to tell you" I sit up, covering.. don't worry, nothing was showing. nah nah... She tells me that two weeks ago, I uncle met up with my father... my REAL father back home in the states. Tells him oh I'm good and such then... My aunt leaves a message saying my dog... my chow chow mute.. Bucky was put done... WHAT THE FUCK!!!??? My AUNT had to leave a fuckin message on our answering mechine saying my dog is dead! Why couldn't my dad do it? Lazy ass... he is too chicken to even care for his girls...! "Oh I love my girls. I call them whenever I can" BULLSHIT! I'm sorry lol... I'm just angry cus of two things... my dad didn't bother calling me to let me know that my childhood pet.. the dog I grew up with... was put down cus he didn't care for him and secondly... I feel stupid leaving my dog in someones home where I should have known that he wouldn't have been cared for. I wanted to cry but I know my puppy wouldn't have wanted that. I wuvvles Bucky... lol everytime I said gimme.. he'd growl wagging his almost poofy tail lol. I"m ALSO sorry that I'm placing my thoghts here on FA lol. I usually do this on Myspace but.. I hardly go on there and their are also people on there I don't like much so yea lol. FA is like home for meh right now lol. Ya'll kick ass! I have a few pics done.. showing anger but.. I hope no one minds that and also.. I have a few pics I have to post from some random people and art trades lol. I hope you enjoy and I am terribly sorry LMAO I'm so weird... Yea.. LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! ^o^
Also, you sleep nude? Lol, I would too if I lived alone, man I sweat something awful in summer and I hate it.
*He hugs and holds you*.
My condolences to you.
You sleeping nude, X3 now there's some good dreams for later.
*nuzzles, floofs you*
My sister's hate my father for not thinking enough of them to call them himself. I feel bad for them that he takes the time to call me his first born son but his two little girls have to beg for attention.
The sleeping naked thing, it does feel good to do that doesn't it? To have the bed sheets sliding across your skin when you turn over not feeling restricted by a wrap. *slaps myself* Okay enough of that. ^_^
*snuggles* Anyway I hope you feel better about your dog soon. You loved each other and that's what counts the most.
Thank you lol. He is in the tire in the sky.. he loved tires... *cries*
Now I'm crying. *hugs and wipes your tears*
Mmmm now I've getting ideas O.o
Ideas?
Turning the lights down low, opening a window and running a fan on the slowest setting to blow a nice cool breeze across the sheets. While you slide your legs back and forth, taking in the smooth sensations. ^_^
I've had so many pets.. my cousin when we were lil.. PUT my HAMSTER in the microwave... I MISS YOU TIGGER!! *cries* He was NEVER allowed to touch any of my pets anymore after that O.o
*holds you as we both remember the pets of our past* Cousins can be so cruel.
Mmm that sounds SOOOO good now.. Mmmmm *whimpers*
You turn back over taking the sheet between your legs and with your hands rubbing the smooth slick fabric around your breasts.
Screw the sleeping arrangements and the hell with the dog being put down for just a sec...
I am *SO* displeased with your father... that's not only a CRAPPY thing to do, it's a sign he has VERY little 'Man' to himself.
For what it's worth, I sympathize with you... I lost the dog I grew up with at about 13... and I still grieve about her occasionally..... I'm 38 now.
I really, deeply hope your father can learn to be Your Dad sometime before it's too late...
--if only MY father could still.
(sighs and hugs) Sorry to hear that your dad is a jerk, though.
And yes, sleeping nude is awesome. Sleeping nude WITH someone is more awesomer yet. (grins)
Its so comfy sleepin nude *smiles*
I still get sad when I think back
*Hugs tightly and molests* Thanks for sharing.
When we all were there visiting with her, she was trotting around and unusually made sure she cuddled up with all of us. Then she came over and made it quite clear she wanted me to pick her up. She got comfortable in my arms as she always did.
She looked at me silently for a short while, and then glanced over at the doc, glanced at me and then rested her head down on my arms and slowly let herself sleep. She was absolutely exhausted.
Bare in mind, I visited her everyday while she was in the animal hospital and she couldn't even move really. Most of the time she didn't even know we were there.
She wanted to be in my arms at the time, and I wouldn't have had it any other way... *sighs to herself.*
Oh god, Betzy, I don't think I even told you that Mocha died... He was really sick. If I did, kick me in the shin, but yeah. But when Mocha died, dad called me first thing in the morning. It sucked cuz he was having fits at one in the morning, and I was still awake... if only they'd have called me then, I would have been for Mocha when he was dying. *Sigh.* Anyway, dad called me first thing in the morning, and I went over and had breakfast and we buried him in the back yard... dad wouldn't have done that for ANY other pet. But even he liked Mocha. u.u;
Ugh, anyway, pet deaths are never fun, even if it's just a little hamster or something. Awww, Cardea came to comfort me cuz I got all sad from reading this. x3 What a cutie. Well, when you get down here, you can snuggle Cardea. n.n
Um... NOT TIL JUNE?! *Dies of boredom.*
Ooo I wuvvles Cardea lol. She so cute! Maybe I'll get her a b/f XD
Yea till June but ya know what... today... they MIGHT send my mother and I out to AZ early cus of my other grandpa.. but.. we never know.. I hope he is still ok though.. don't want him to leave before I get preg wit. kids ya know... which will be in.... ummm.. crap... WHEN WILL I HAVE KIDS ???!!! O.o
OMG, yeah, you should totally get Cardea a boyfriend. x3 We'll make puppies together. x3
Today? Wot? I'm really confused now... Well, whenever you're in SV again, gimme a call so I can harass you! And you'll have kids when... when you get a boyfriend for Cardea. xD
Hey, wait, what? I wasn't thinking perverted thoughts. I... I was thinking of her boyfriend stickin' it to her. Yup. n.n;;;
i never knew my dad,