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A True Valentines Day
16 years ago
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Hope that everyone is having a good V-Day, and to those that are not fans of this day, are at least having a good day.
I know that there are some people that think either good things about today while others disregard this man-made holiday as a market game. To me, this day has a more deeper meaning.
To those that have read my Mortal, Angel and Demon's Tome; then you know that this day is not a good day for me. Ever since that day, I have looked at this day as a memorial to a child that died 16 years ago and a great 'sin' that could not be forgiven. Although moving away from that town and having a good life, the pain that followed me never seemed to waive or even faded. That was until 2 years ago that a single did something that I never thought could happen.
She admitted her feelings for me on this very same day.
To me, it felt like a huge bright light flashing in a dark place and feeling waves crashing into you while being blinded from the light. At first I was afraid and shook up, given the fact that this never happened before in my life, that I didn't accept it at first and backed away. After a few days of recovering, I learned to accept the feelings and went for it. Of course a few weeks later I learned of Sa-chan and Court's feelings for me, back then, and then meeting Electra and the rest that followed in my other posts.
Now as to why I am writing this post, well I believe that you should do something so special that you never do on a regular basis. Giving flowers, candy, cards and so are don't count as you should do those almost every day to your love one. Like last year, Keara, Sa-chan and Courts enjoy Yaoi and for last V-day, I did something that shocked everyone; I myself wrote three Yaoi fics that can be found here. I did that because of what I have mentioned but also because I usually expressed my love to others by accepting a piece of what they enjoy. A example is with Xero and Jen, both enjoy racing so I accepted a piece and whenever I can watch a race on TV and try to at least get into a conversation about it, ^^u although I still suck at small talk
Anyway, the point i am making is that instead of following what the market says you should do; try doing something really special for someone you love. And to those that are single; if I guy like me that has been through what would destroy anyone on all levels can find love; then anything is possible.
Just simply follow what your heart tells you
I know that there are some people that think either good things about today while others disregard this man-made holiday as a market game. To me, this day has a more deeper meaning.
To those that have read my Mortal, Angel and Demon's Tome; then you know that this day is not a good day for me. Ever since that day, I have looked at this day as a memorial to a child that died 16 years ago and a great 'sin' that could not be forgiven. Although moving away from that town and having a good life, the pain that followed me never seemed to waive or even faded. That was until 2 years ago that a single did something that I never thought could happen.
She admitted her feelings for me on this very same day.
To me, it felt like a huge bright light flashing in a dark place and feeling waves crashing into you while being blinded from the light. At first I was afraid and shook up, given the fact that this never happened before in my life, that I didn't accept it at first and backed away. After a few days of recovering, I learned to accept the feelings and went for it. Of course a few weeks later I learned of Sa-chan and Court's feelings for me, back then, and then meeting Electra and the rest that followed in my other posts.
Now as to why I am writing this post, well I believe that you should do something so special that you never do on a regular basis. Giving flowers, candy, cards and so are don't count as you should do those almost every day to your love one. Like last year, Keara, Sa-chan and Courts enjoy Yaoi and for last V-day, I did something that shocked everyone; I myself wrote three Yaoi fics that can be found here. I did that because of what I have mentioned but also because I usually expressed my love to others by accepting a piece of what they enjoy. A example is with Xero and Jen, both enjoy racing so I accepted a piece and whenever I can watch a race on TV and try to at least get into a conversation about it, ^^u although I still suck at small talk
Anyway, the point i am making is that instead of following what the market says you should do; try doing something really special for someone you love. And to those that are single; if I guy like me that has been through what would destroy anyone on all levels can find love; then anything is possible.
Just simply follow what your heart tells you
Kittyfaith
~kittyfaith
*hugs you tightly*
APienkoss
~apienkoss
OP
(blushes)
