Since my wife left me, coincidentally a lot of my friends have left me as well. Some would think this is a sad but honestly this has just shown me who my true friends are and I'm so grateful for them. Kitten and I are still great friends, hell if anything this whole thing has made us closer and see each other’s side of things. Oh my god I made so many mistakes last year! Which once again, this truly shows me who really cared for me when I was such a prick. Thank you, all of you.
I'm still sad this is all has to happening but this has been really good for me and if this didn't happen I wouldn't have had to make all the crazy discussions that I have had to make or am making. Things have been crazy as they always are for me but this time around the chaos has been working for me! Everything has been amazing and I'm probably even going to buy my own house because of what I have been doing and not because of the break up. I never knew all the stuff I could do or pull off on my own and I'm amazed at myself. Between Kitten and I, I gave her everything because I want to start all over although she is still helping me with a lot of things because I don't know what I'm doing with a lot of things.
All in all everything has been good and I'm hopeful that this year is going to be a great year.