i feel so alone....
15 years ago
Cecila loves me, but even though i have that....i can't help but wonder y i always feel so down.....i wish that all problems can go away...
life always gets u down
i always think my face is a frown
I wish that my friends and family
even u all, really!
i just listen to the music in my ears
and the heartbeat that everyone hears
The twilight that shines through my window
gives me courage, but i am still hollow....
My girl is like a blessing
give me peace and some resting
i just wish all can be like that
with all the good things become a mat
i would roll in it all day
and just lay...
there....
slowly...
and rest in peace....
my girl...u give me love, i just need friends with that same feeling...
i need people who can talk to me...to give me some healing....
oh i just wish for such...for such care
which here in a place that doesn't accept me, is rare...
oh i just wish my art can come to life
and give me some strife
to tell me to continue on
and bring them and all my family and girl along....
just want people to not think i have a face
that they must always face
with a punch or kick
it feels like having the devil give me evil and make me lick....
oh i just wish i could express myself
but i can pnly lie to myself...
a poem i though up...to vent on how i feel alone...even when i have three sexy girls with me! :-D but i still want to be in a much bigger community...and not get hit so much...thnk u....
oh and i hav skype, msn and yahoo!
skype:alexcross321
Msn:alexcross321@live.com
Yahoo:alexcross321@yahoo.com
life always gets u down
i always think my face is a frown
I wish that my friends and family
even u all, really!
i just listen to the music in my ears
and the heartbeat that everyone hears
The twilight that shines through my window
gives me courage, but i am still hollow....
My girl is like a blessing
give me peace and some resting
i just wish all can be like that
with all the good things become a mat
i would roll in it all day
and just lay...
there....
slowly...
and rest in peace....
my girl...u give me love, i just need friends with that same feeling...
i need people who can talk to me...to give me some healing....
oh i just wish for such...for such care
which here in a place that doesn't accept me, is rare...
oh i just wish my art can come to life
and give me some strife
to tell me to continue on
and bring them and all my family and girl along....
just want people to not think i have a face
that they must always face
with a punch or kick
it feels like having the devil give me evil and make me lick....
oh i just wish i could express myself
but i can pnly lie to myself...
a poem i though up...to vent on how i feel alone...even when i have three sexy girls with me! :-D but i still want to be in a much bigger community...and not get hit so much...thnk u....
oh and i hav skype, msn and yahoo!
skype:alexcross321
Msn:alexcross321@live.com
Yahoo:alexcross321@yahoo.com
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When you're depressed, that's the time you just have to do the stuff that needs to get done. Dishes, maybe take a shower, take out the trash, work, homework, etc. And, Yes, you will have to tell yourself over and over, "Just gotta keep at it," because you'll lack the motivation. That's what depression does to you. Saps you of your strength, so you just got to steel your mind and resolve and just make it through. It'll make things bitter sweet, but you'll get things done and eventually you'll fight through it.
It's also said that physical activity can help chip away the depression. So take a walk, do some jumping jacks, whatever it takes.
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