Soo.. i didnt do much today at all.. spent most of the day out of my room and away from my tablet unintentionaly and now its almost 2 and ive not gotten one sketch im satisfied with aka ive been attempting to work on page 4.. ive been trying something new and its a real pain in the ass to get it perfect... as if proportions were not hard enough im trying to angle the view abit.. not going to get into details to give it away but its something i do need to work on.. and i do plan to perfect it...

ive been drawing all my life and it seems like ive only just begun my art. im sure ill get it all down with time.. but if it took me this long to get where i am today..... well ill just have to try alot harder and work entire days on refining my technique as well as figuring out photoshop abit more becouse that about 75% of the main problem, all the awsume shit you can do with it and ive barely scratched the surface.

on a side note, today im going to a party which sucks... being somewhat of a hermit... i find solace in solitude, and being around soo many people at once ill definatly need to pop some anxioty meds. all that aside, the main fail about that is i wont be here attempting to perfect this new view on art.. worse yet, i dont know when ill be back tomarrow.. i dont know maybe im just working myself up over nouthing but is realy eating away at me.. i doubt ill be able to sleep all that well tonight.. ive been staying up to well past 5am for the past week, and honestly i dont know why. i mean i am in bed sometimes around 2 - 3am, but it takes me that long to fall asleep? ugh.. what a brain fizzle..

well i guess i sould try and sleep soo im not all bent out of shape tomarow anymore more then i feel like im going to be...

P.S. i think i might just need to get laid or something.. lol. xD

-SynisterWrath