I told my sister I’m Bi and I feel incredible I feel like I can do anything now. This is how it went, Me and my family were on the way to the ballet and we stopped at the petrol station and I got out to pump the fuel and Jen (my sis) told me she'd do it so that's when I asked her what she was doing the next couple of days and if she was free she said she was going to be working for the next 2 weeks , my heart sank I knew that this was the only chance I had plus she started to get a bit suspicious and wanted to know what was up, so as we were walking in to pay she kept asking me if something was wrong and that I could speak to her. I was soooooooooooooooo fucking nerves and kept denying everything and saying that I was fine but I’m a horrible liar and she knew something was wrong as we were walking back to the car she said if there's something you want to tell me we've got between now and till we get back in the car so I gathered up all my strength looked straight at her and said.

Jen there's something I’ve been meaning to tell ya for a long time now, there's no real easy way of saying this so I’m just going to come out and say it I'm Bi-sexual. She just smiled and gave me a big hug and then something uninspected happened she put her hands on my shoulders she looked at me and said I'm Bi-sexual too I started to have an anxiety attack I gave her a big hug and she asked if I was ok with everything I said yes she then said that she's been wanting to tell me for a long time and we walked backed to the car.

Fortunately we all decided to go home as mum was sick and couldn't handle driving all the way into the city. On the way home we stopped off at subway and me and Jen got out of the car and started talking about it and I found out that she's been out for 7 years and was afraid that if she told me that I wouldn't speak to her again which I would never do but that's when all the questions started like how long have you known, how did you know, what's your preference and remember we are in the middle of subway when we started talking, the guy in front of me was giving me weird looks and so was the guy that served us it was kind of funny it was like "so do you have a preference guys or girls" well I haven’t real... "What would you like on the foot long" "everything thanks anyway I haven't really haven't made up my mind if I like guy or girls more probably guys" after I said that all the colour ran out of the guys face. When we got home we went into her room and talked for a while about everything I think I found out more about my sister in 30 minutes then I did in 18 years.

It's going to be some time before I tell my mum and dad but I know that my sister has my back and knows what I'm going through and she's going to help me though it all.