Well, I finally know how it feels to lose a pet... The pictures of all the puppies I just posted reciently, well them mom just died this morning....

I was driving her to the vet this morning because she was having a hard time breathing. She was havin such a good time, she was so happy. About half way there, she looked at me, and I looked at her, and then she slumped down in the seat and didn't move again. I knew right then she was dead, I just didn't wanna believe it. I kept tellin her to wake up, and I was shakin her tryin to get her to move... But I knew she was gone. As soon as i got her to the vet, he took one look at her and said the same. I've never cried so hard in my life. The worst part tho, is I was lookin straight into her eyes and pettin her head, and nothing. She never moved, never responded. I'm just glad she was happy in her last few minutes, takin a ride in the car.

Now we've got six orpahaned puppies to take care of. They never even got to see her. It just feels like a part of my life was ripped out of me. Never again will I come home to see my silly girl barking like crazy at me coming through the door, waggin her tail so hard that it almost flies off of her. No more naps on the couch. No more tug of war. No more stupid laser pointer thingy. It feels so empty.....