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I'm starting work at Old Navy tomorrow, under the really bogus title of Customer Service Assosiate Assisstant.

Anyway, I'm scared shitless because I've never had a steady day-to-day, strict schedule type of work...

I've never had to work with clothes, or sell anything.

I've always had to deal with people, and my conversation skills are pretty high.

I'm outgoing and "pleasant", I think.

I JUST GET REALLY NERVOUS BEFORE I START THINGS...

It's like a defense thing I do...
Like, I go in there expecting EVERYTHING to go wrong, so I'm prepared for when they do...

And I'm doing that right now. Going over all the possible things that could go wrong...

Like I fuck up at the register or something...

Retail isn't rocket-science, but I ain't no rocket scientist or style specialist... OR A FUCKING MATH-UH-MATISHUN...

My math confidence is so low I think if math was the only language that existed in the world, I would have killed myself long, long ago...

ANYWAY...

Please wish me luck for tomorrow.

Love you all.

So much. <3