[ ] public speaking - I've done a few for schoolwork, but nothing serious. Its scary 'till I get started. Preparation boosts confidence. As for very important business-related things.. No experience.
[x] staying single forever - Been a while since my last relationship..
[x] Rejection - This has held me back on a lot of things..
[x] being a parent - Also known as "END GAME" to us immature men. :3 As of now, I've no interest in having a child. No solid career, no well-paying job? Forget it. Without those, I feel it involves a complete surrender of a life I feel I haven't gotten to live to its fullest.. Almost every parent I've met always has sad stories of how they have to work 18 hours a day, 7 days a week to support their child while living in miserable conditions.
[ ] giving birth
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[x] that Scary guy... - I don't deal well with being approached by the furry fandom's more mentally disturbed populace, or anyone of the sort, for that matter.
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water - I have a terrifying fear of *deep, murky / polluted water* but the ocean fascinates me
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure - I have a stellar procrastination record in my past
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places - did this a lot in my youth 'till I got chubby in my teen years, too much strain for knees/feet. I can probably do this now that I'm back in much better shape.
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges - Very mild fear. As a kid, always had this recurring dream of driving off various bridges, either fantastical or real -- and always ending in dark, deep murky water. Or flying over it all. :3
[x] death - death is a beautiful conclusion to a life well lived. death before fulfilling one's life is *TERRIFYING*
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling - uncontrolled falling, yes. Always wished I was an X-Man mutant or had real bat wings or something so I can jump off very high places and land safely. :>
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls - I've seen some fucking creepy antique ones.
[x] large crowds of people - I clam up, though I think my mild anxiety attacks are done.
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities - failing to live up to these great responsibilities in the corporate world equates to *instant career death*
[ ] doctors, including dentists - Their visits are fascinating! I always ask questions or nerd-talk to them while they probe me!
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases - Definitely so! And with a small, present population of folks who like to "share" certain incurable bugs, even more so.
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts - Being a Deist / Agostic, I have a belief of apparitions and the other plane. :> I've "felt" things, both within, and outside my anxiety as if *something* was around me. In rare cases, I've seen very brief figures or funnels of light in a few places in seemingly random moments. I've never really had any experiences that one sees on television programs, like powerful hauntings, stomping boots, objects being moved, etc. My worst experience is approaching an apartment where an anti-social shut-in was found dead for a week. The negative energy was angry and repelling.
[x] poverty - Living in the cesspool area of a city, off the government teat, never to be able to live in a more wealthy apartment or a home in quiet suburbia away from the city.. Certainly so!
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[x] trains - Recurring dreams of me being stuck in dark tunnels, then an approaching light and *VERY* loud, deep noise of a steam-engine train and its light bearing down on me! Virtually all of my dreams end with me pressing against the tunnel walls while the machine rumbles past me.
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone - Being alone for a little while is fine. Prolonged loneliness *destroys* me.
[x] becoming blind - I think virtual blindness is rare. I was born with a nasty case of myopia, so its probably inevitable that at some point, my vision will degrade to make me "legally blind" ..
[x] becoming deaf - Being born deaf is one thing, losing one's hearing after feeling the beauty of music warrants suicide!
[ ] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings - Ow.
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[x] high speed - depends if I'm in control or not! :3
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love