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Okay let me clarify.
15 years ago
That journal was about last month, not the entire situation. I've done much more than just that. I've done horrible things to someone and he is offended that I see things that way. He has stated that its a one sided journal, and that there is more to it than that. Well, unfortunately for me, even though there may be more, I don't know about it. The only thing I know about anything regarding this is it revolves around sex, my tone of voice, my feelings for someone, and my heart being in the way.
I realize my feelings are wrong, and I should have kept them in check. I am sorry to everyone who though ill of him. Its my fault and you shouldn blame him.
I apologize to him for being a burden, and being a drama mutt. I also apologize for developing these one sided feelings, and giving my heart to him even though he didn't want it. I apologize for pushing my issues onto him, and I am sorry for anything else I may have left out.
I also apologize to everyone who was uncomfortable with me for adding them to Twitter from Terrys list, I just wanted to meet some new people. I apologize an I wont bother any of you any longer.
If I left something out I apologize for that too.
I realize my feelings are wrong, and I should have kept them in check. I am sorry to everyone who though ill of him. Its my fault and you shouldn blame him.
I apologize to him for being a burden, and being a drama mutt. I also apologize for developing these one sided feelings, and giving my heart to him even though he didn't want it. I apologize for pushing my issues onto him, and I am sorry for anything else I may have left out.
I also apologize to everyone who was uncomfortable with me for adding them to Twitter from Terrys list, I just wanted to meet some new people. I apologize an I wont bother any of you any longer.
If I left something out I apologize for that too.
You will want to take some time for yourself, to see what you can do for yourself, and clear your mind. The only way through the pain is to take it and use it to ignite your own innerfire, and walk through it to the otherside. Our society wants us to avoid pain at all costs--but avoiding the truest, most honest teacher of all, is comparable to giving up on everything you've come to believe in up to now.
You'll be missed, but I'm glad I got to stand alongside you at the Mardi Gras party that night and enjoy your presence there. Remember, that there are friends you have, and not all of them are in the expected places, or are friends in the expected ways. I suppose I'm one of the latter, as someone trying to be a friendly adviser.
We'll see you around, friend. ^.^